August 2009
19 posts
cardboardswords:
Live, I wanna live inspired. Die, I wanna die for something higher than myself. Live and die for anyone else. The more I live I see, this life’s not about me.
❤ day one ❤
jesuisunetoile:
10 August 09
intake:
cherry ice (100 cals.)
yogurt (80 cals.)
specialty cookie (bakery sample/1)
buffalo turkey sandwich
pickle slice (long/quarter slice)
starbucks double shot (200 cals.)
raspberry apple drink (400 cals.)
outtake:
light/medium work (4/5 hours)
notes:
re-starting. because it’s been like a month. wish me luck.
congrats, I hope you’ll do well. I...
a little bit..
a little bit in love with you
oh shit
please let this all melt off
confession*
I know when you’re getting those calls at night&I hate it when you answer them. I know it’s that Carolina girl.
I know it’s impossible for you two to have a relationship because she’s up there and you’re down here. I know you don’t see her that way either because she “broke your heart” so many years ago. &(most importantly)I know that you...
Because I cannot go on without doing this
I need to list my problems and such.
I’m 120lbs @ 5’7. Yuck. I don’t have money or a job. I never had sex in 3 weeks. Headaches every night. I’m jealous jealous jealous.
Can’t maintain a solid 500 or below. All of my cars are dirty. My hair straightener broke. I wanna have sex. I’m Breaking out and it’s gross I’m begining to remember why I like...
dear whoever
come get me so we can do whatever.
Heart still hurts
no matter how close we get or how much you claim me as yours, it still feels like we’re so distant.
July 2009
238 posts
20 minutes. 20 bites.
fuck.
I really want a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
AIM
I finally made an account.
killthabeast
I don't like how
I can’t get out of bed anymore.
confession*
I’ve always been jealous of that girl in Carolina. I’ve always wanted you to stop talking to her. Deep inside, I’ve always had a fear of you going back to her. I seriously hate it when you text her and tell her she looks good in her pictures. I hate how you comment on her weight loss but say nothing about mine.
ughh this confession is stupid.
bed bed bed
I love my bed and everything about it. I love to sleep. I honestly do.
Hospitalized
I don’t know how long this will take. I’ll be back on soon, I hope.
Nothing
I didn’t lose anything. I hate how no matter hard I try, my weight wont go down consistently.
Beauty and the beast
fyi, I’m the beast.
I should
make a call tumblr post. Just to say I did it.
BTW. cals in-500 cals out- 342 :(
current stats 114 5’7
It’s funny when people get mad at video games
Not fasting
miaana:
I was supposed to be fasting and I binged 500 cals.- my aunt bought some banana nut bread to the house. My reasoning was the faster I get rid of it the faster I can move on and start fasting again.
Time to try and distract myself. I am trying to stop purging.
Same as me. Fasting has become harder for me lately